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alright going to tell you the truth this weekend was the best damn weekend i had.wildwood all weekend with great people equal such an amazing time.never forgotten.and now im back in w-town where i have school and work and don't get to see all the amazing people i meted down the shore.
thanks for the great time guys,
blake,liz,dan,jamie,justin,kristin,ryan,and rudi.
and all the other ppl i meted down there
c,mills,and township kids
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| nigga im back |
[24 May 2005|03:04pm] |
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Scary kids scaring kids"a breath of sunshine" |
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1. Full name: Timothy Michael Hawkins
2. Nicknames: tim,timmy,timmyhawk,tim hahkins,
3. Birthday: feb 3rd 1988
4. Place of Birth: Washington Twp.
5. Zodiac Sign: aquris
6. Male or Female: male
7. Grade: 10th
9. Occupation: wawa
10. Residence: Williamstown
11. Screen Name: thefarewellkiss
__Your Appearance__
12. Hair Color: light brownish with blonde
13. Hair Length: medium
14. Eye color: blue
15. Best Feature:eyes
16. Height: 5'7
19. Piercing: 4
20. Tattoos: none yet
21. Righty or Lefty: Righty
___Your 'Firsts'___
22. First best friend: konrad ,sean,bob,mike,elwood,joe
23. First Award: something in the sports area
24. First Sport You Joined: soccor
25. First pet: dog ashely
26. First Real Vacation: wildwood
27. First Concert: creed
28. First Love: pre-school love andee(she moved i was crushed)
___ Favorites___
29. Movie: to many
30. TV Show: law and order :svu
31. Color: brownish tan,moroon,sliver
32. Rapper: The Game
33. Band: track record/octoberfall
34. Song Right now:"dear,long island" long perfect ending
35. Friend: all
36. Candy: peanut chews
37. Sport to Play (do): football,hockey
38. Restaurant:olive graden and chillis
39. Favorite brand to wear: hollister,abercombie and finch,AE
40. Store: above ones
41. School Subject: history and bio
42. Animal: cats
43. Book: The outsiders
44. Magazine: dont really read them
45. Shoes: my sauconys
___ Right Now___
46. Feeling: well bored
47. Single or Taken?: single
48. Have a crush: nah not really
49. Eating: thurkey and cheese sanddwitch
51. Typing: this obviously
52. Online?: Yeah
53. Listening To: Return To Arms-"Better Way"
54. Thinking About: where the parties at after prom?
55. Wanting To: not here
56. Watching: nothing
57. Wearing: what i wore to school still
__________Future__________
58. Want Kids?: yes
59. Want to be Married?: yes
60. Careers in Mind: lawyer,actor,writer god there so many
61. Where do you want to live: out west
62. Car: something hot
__Which is Better With The Opposite Sex__
63. Hair color: i like the higlighted hair nothing gay colors tho
64. Hair length: not tooooo long and not like a butch
65. Eye color: doesn't matter
66. Measurements: well not fat and height doesnt matter
67. Cute or Sexy: BOTH
68. Lips or Eyes: eyes
69. Hugs or Kisses: both
70. Short or Tall: doesnt matter
71. Easygoing or serious: easygoing
72. Romantic or Spontaneous: both
73. Fatty or Skinny: in the middle..more towards skinny though, of course
74. Sensitive or Loud: more sensitive then loud
75. Hook-up or Relationship: hook-ups relationship would be nice tho
76. Sweet or Caring: both
77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant One: both
___Have you ever___
78. Kissed a Stranger: yeah
79. Had Alcohol: yeah
80. Smoked: yeah
81. Ran Away From Home: yeah
82. Broken a bone: yeah
83. Got an X-ray: yeah blahh
84. Been with someone: yeah
85. Broken Someones Heart: yeah i have i wont lie
86. Broken Up With Someone: yeah
87. Cried When Someone Died: no one i was really closed to died
88. Cried At School: back in the day yeah
___Do You Believe In___
89. God: yeah
90. Miracles: yeah
91. love At First sight: yeah
92. Ghosts: hell yeah
93. Aliens: yeah..i guess
94. Soul Mates: yeah
95. Heaven: yeah
96. Hell: we live in hell but yeah
97. Angels: yeah
98. Kissing on The First Date: yeah
___Answer Truthfully___
100. Is There Someone You Want But You Know You Can't have? Well, yeah
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| woah im back |
[26 Mar 2005|11:34am] |
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"Red Wedding" The Bled |
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hah man i havent wrote in this peice for awhile..i guess i been so bussy and what not..but i deciede to come back and write about my life well last night was fun..well me john jeff jeff and camile went to the show last night it was alright not the best.but the ride there was by far the best hah we got so lost we ended up seeing center city ha crazy and then we ended in clearview ahh and ended up getting directions from a hick hah.it was crazzy.yup that was pretty much my dayy
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[02 Jan 2005|09:55pm] |
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"Black Hearts Now Reign"-Unearth |
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yo yeah the break is over and school is starting up again..its gay..just like my break..yeah christmas was the same...like every year..and new years was even worst...i did not get drunk or anything i was sxe woah on the night you are supposed to party what the fuck is wrong with me.. i had noone to kiss..no one to hug no one to even call...yeah it wouldnt been better if i had someone over this break but i guess not
well now the same ole shit is going to go down ill be all depressed wake up at 6 30 go to school come home and do nothing
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[30 Dec 2004|10:24pm] |
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"One Season Too Late"- Keepsake |
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hey,hey.
im fucking emo right now so bye....
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[27 Dec 2004|02:26pm] |
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"OnTheBrightSide,SheCouldChoke"-FearBeforeTheMarchOfFlames |
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been like 2 days, well christmas night me sean steve and jeff went to go see meet the fockers haha its was alright movie..after that we did nothing image that hah..i been pretty chilled lately hah i dont know why but im chilled
haha well i dotn know peace
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[25 Dec 2004|03:41pm] |
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"Sunday Drive"- The Early November |
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it's christmas is it hasnt been all that great..same thing as always never nothing new..and now im home alone of christmas what fun...right?? man i wish i had someone to share christmas with </3..hah well peace
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[24 Dec 2004|01:21pm] |
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"Shut Your Mouth"- Terror |
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yeah yeah last night went to this lame ass show..in williamstown figures it was fucking williamstown show haha
some kid try starting shit but they were pussies,i punched one in the eye and give him a black eye..ahah word and that was about it hha
chirstmas eve oh boy
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[19 Dec 2004|04:06pm] |
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dec 19
yeah last night was pretty fun...hunged out with steve jeff and bill, had alil to drink. watch bad santa and the elf woah holuday sprit over here hah...then we went to walmart like the golden days..the end bye
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[17 Dec 2004|11:34pm] |
dec 17
well today i got my lip peirce hah word...and then i did nothing for the reast of the day haha what excitment
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[16 Dec 2004|10:57pm] |
dec 16
yeah today was alright day...i went with jimmy to his recording and hunged out there with nick and dan..and i did some back up vocals..its way different then playing live hah and i was tired..and guess what im tired now so bye
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dec 15
yeah today was another gay day
well im sitting home and jeff calls me and hes like "tim what you doing today "and im " oh nothing" and then hes like "well we have an extra ticket for emery and from autumn to ashes show tonight" and i was like yeah i'll go so hes like ill call you when jamie picks me up and then he calls me and like yo get a ride to pauls house and im like fuck my moms not home how fucking that is a fucking extra ticket and i couldnt gooooooo
HOW FUCKING GAY i was mad
and thats my story of today hah
enjoyed it
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[14 Dec 2004|11:12pm] |
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dec 14
It's one of those day..When you feel like a nobody..oh joy..i came to that winter sucks..i hate the cold..
god
yeah today i applied to united artist because i need a job..for car insurance oh yay!
peace out
leave you here with somemore lyrics
the phone rings
and the sound of your voice wakes me
to a world of broken hearts
hollow hearts are left in this world of destruction
blinded by the lust people can't see the real
damage of broken hearts
so,open your eyes and see
what your doing to the world
and place the pieces back together
tears of hearts flow throught the cities
and we paint the skys with the blackest tears
so,open your eyes and see
what your doing to the world
and place the pieces back together
darling,stop this maythem
of your destruction
you killing me and you killing the world
so,open your eyes and see
what your doing to the world
and place the pieces back together
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[13 Dec 2004|10:57pm] |
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dec 13
umm hi.another boring day..yep.slept all day when i came from school isnt that fun..what a fucking loser
hah this is my poem im using for english
enjoy
open your eyes and see the world
see as we all see it, not as you see it
see what your missing and tell me your happy
so open your eyes and see the world
don't lie
and with every exspect of daily strife
please don't tell another story of your life
don't die
and don't you see "your my air i breath"
your the "blood that flows through my body"
giving me life each day
my heart bleeds for you now
don't take that from me
just hold me tight
with out a fight
Like a movie this will all end in credits
and in his head he hums " this is world is made of broken hearts and salty tears"
Like a moive this will all end in credits
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[09 Dec 2004|11:33pm] |
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"Shut Your Mouth"- Terror |
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dec 9.
fuck life
fuck me
fuck everything
I'm no good for anything
I'm asshole
I'm a nobody
I lose everything i get close to
Christmas is going to suck this year
Nothing good for me
Nothing Ever good for me
I should kill myself
And Then maybe people would be happy
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[09 Dec 2004|12:15am] |
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"hopeless love"-daphne loves derby |
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dec 9th
confussed
confussed
god help me
i need to stop before i get into deep
i need time to think
confussed
emotionally and
mentally
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| I Got Bored Ok. |
[07 Dec 2004|04:14pm] |
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"The One Armed Boxer vs.The Flying Guillotie-FromFirstToLast |
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Dec.7
THIRTEEN RANDOM THINGS YOU LIKE
13 playing hockey
12 trying to play drums or any kind of instrument
11 bein a dork
10 singing in bands
09 talking online
08 sing in my room
07 kissing <3
06 messing around
05 parties
04 listen to music
03 play shows
02 being crazy
01 laughing with friends
TWELVE MOVIES YOU LIKE
12 old school
11 finding nemo
10 dumb and dumber
09 outsiders
08 a christmas story
07 stand by me
06 28 Days later
05 the perfect storm
04 anchor man
03 mighty ducks D2
02 butterfly affect
01 billy madison
ELEVEN GOOD BANDS/ARTISTS
11 Underoath
10 Emery
09 fear before the march of flames
08 life in your way
07 from fist to last
06 saves the day
05 daphne loves derby
04 a static lullaby
03 boys night out
02 madison
01 hidden in plainview
TEN THINGS ABOUT YOU
10 im not short but im not tall
09 i'm in a band "writing allison"
08 i'm single
07 i have my ears peirce
06 I have blue eyes and dirty blonde hair
05 i sing in a band
04 i like having fun
03 i like to write lyrics
02 im random
01 i like to sleep
NINE PEOPLE YOU WANT TO SPEND MORE TIME WITH
09 jamie
08 jeff
07 Shuan
06 josh
05 kristin
04 jeff g
03 camile
02 my band memembers
01 friends in general
EIGHT FAVORITE FOOD/DRINKS
08 steak
07 tacos
06 wawa ice tea
05 wawa chicken salad
04 bbq chicken
03 pretzels
02 birch beer
01 achole
SEVEN THINGS YOU WEAR DAILY
07 neckleace
06 shirt
05 jeans
04 socks
03 shoes
02 boxers
01 earings
SIX THINGS THAT ANNOY YOU
06 feet near pillows that i sleep on
05 stuck up ppl
04 not getting sleep
03 little kids
02 work in school
01 not showering
FIVE THINGS YOU TOUCH EVERY DAY
05 my pillow
04 my hair
03 the shower
02 a door
01 clothes
FOUR SHOWS YOU WATCH
04 law and order :svu
03 step by step
02 despreted housewives
01 football?
THREE CELEBS YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON
03 jennifer love hewitt
02 olsen twins
01 jennifer ainston
TWO THINGS YOU'D BE HEARTBROKEN TO LOSE
02 family
01 friend
ONE PERSON YOU COULD SPEND THE REST OF YOUR LIFE WITH
01 hmmm.....
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[05 Dec 2004|06:55pm] |
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"Take To Your Cars Now"- Saves The Day |
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Dec.5
yeah i havent been wrting in here latly because nothing is going on in my life..its such boring..im suchh oh sooo emo lately :( but its cool
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[28 Nov 2004|05:06pm] |
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"It Looks Like Rain"-Arms Of Orion |
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i know im sorry for the past events that occured.but for reall tara im willing to put that in past if you are..because i want you back..i know ppl are calling me stupid and all but i dont care.i just to tell you mean alot to me and i would really like to have you back and put all this behind us its stupid im here for you..when you need me i always will just come back
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| Fuck YOu |
[28 Nov 2004|01:59am] |
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Umm yeah im sorry to say this but fuck you..serioulsy you espect me not to get madd hello you got with someone else i dont care if you so called loved him or whatever umm yeah the point is that we were going out at the time and u had to find out from someone else...yeah so why dont you jsut go to cali either im here for you fall back on...Hi. I'm Tim Yeah Taras FAll BACK BOY For KEVin yeah nice to meet you..and the funny and scary part is that i actually cared about you..and this is want i get...i fucking mean it i fucking care sooooo much about you and i get such bullshit well i hope you fucking happy just come to me when you know what the fuck you want
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